Waiting Game

I am still waiting on pins and needles for P. to get home from his vacation. He's also supposed to send me pictures. Unfortunately, I am not a patient person and so I've been masturbating more and more while looking at pictures of his pretty cock that I have and waiting even more impatiently for the pictures he's supposed to send me.

It sucks that I finally got up the guts to meet with P. and he's out of town and will be until at least 2 weeks after I contacted him. It sucks.

The only good side to P. being gone right now is that he's gone while I am on the rag. I just get so freaking horny at this time of the month that I really wish I could suck his cock and have him cum in my mouth.

Waiting sucks.

I watch what I watch, and I am not ashamed

I watch a lot of porn. As a general rule I only watch it when my bedroom door is shut and I have a blanket covering me so I can let my hands trail over my breasts and in between my legs. However, lately I have become more bold and have begun to leave the door open a crack when I either read erotica or watch the different porn Web sites I have found.

This post is more about to what type of porn I watch and the type of erotica I read. I watch porn that includes an older man with a young girl, generally in her teens. And I have a thing for watching creampies, though I have never had one they fascinate me. I read erotica with the theme of an older fatherly/grandfatherly/teacher figure taking advantage of young girls, as well.

It's a common theme for me. I guess the thought of being with an older man has always fascinated me and having him give me a creampie would be a bonus. And watching the videos and reading about it turns me on more than anything. And I'm wet just thinking about it.

The older man I have been in contact with texted me today and asked for me to send him more pictures to tide him over until we're able to meet in person. I have two of his cock—one is just of him hard and the other shows his cock right after he came. I specifically asked for the second one. And I masturbate to both pictures frequently.

I have been debating whether or not I want him to bring a camera to our meeting so he can take pictures of his condom-clad cock entering my pussy or my lips wrapped around his cock while I fellate him. Not that any of that matters until I decide when I am actually going to meet with him.