And I'm back in the game...

I'm talking to P. again. I've been masturbating to his pictures and fantasizing that he is taking my virginity.

And even though P. doesn't know I'm a virgin, I really think that his age will lend to the experience. P. is 52 and even though he's nearly 30 years older than me, I find him to be attractive. I look forward to when he gets home from his business trip so I can suck his cock and drink down his spunk. I also look forward to whatever reaming he is going to give me. I'm sure it's going to be a hard one because I've been such a cock tease for the past year or more. He said he understood and that he looked forward to still getting together.

Until he gets back, though, I have to be content with his pictures. We're going to exchange some new ones so that we each have some fresh masturbation material. Just thinking about it makes me wet with anticipation. I'm not in love with P. by any stretch of the imagination, but I am definitely in lust with him.

One Learns New Things When The Power Goes Out

And learn new things I did.

As is customary when the lights go out, I lit candles. When I was carrying one particular candle to another room of the house, some of the melted wax dripped onto my fingers. And I got the idea to try it on my nipples, which are uberly sensitive in their own right.

And wow, did it feel good. It burned just the right amount and while it was hard to drip the wax onto myself and then take a picture of it, I was able to do it. If you look closely at the picture you can see the hot wax still cooling across my nipples.

It was a glorious feeling. And even now, after I have peeled away the wax, my nipples are still tingling and it's an incredibly arousing feeling.