Irritations

So S. has decided he isn't going to be able to meet me. I'm furious. I had a feeling he wasn't going to especially after the way he's been ignoring me on messenger. I guess fate likes fucking with me. Maybe it's God's way of telling me I need to get my act together and stop worrying about sex so much and instead focus on my future. Either way, whatever.

Wanton Woman

So, it's official... I have become even more wanton that I already was. Not only am I about to meet someone a week from tomorrow, but I am working on trying to meet another man that same weekend. I hope I can't walk straight.

The first man, S., really wants to cum in my pussy. Not only would he be my first, but he wants to complete one of my biggest fetishes. I'm so nervous, but I'm also excited. S. seems like he's a good guy and seems to have upstanding qualities. However, I'm a little annoyed at the fact he has horrible grammar and spelling. I think that's just the editor in me, though. I'm also annoyed at the fact he's never sent me any real pictures of himself. I've got one, but it's hard to see. I've never seen his cock and I would really like to. But he's been incredibly invasive about taking pictures of himself and rarely wants to talk dirty.

The second man, C., I'm incredibly excited about. He's in an open marriage and has sent some amazingly sexy pics of himself. I'm excited about him because not only is he sexy, but he's also into talking dirty to me and making sure I get off. He's into taking requests for pictures and definitely willing to meet up when both our schedules will allow for it.

Now, there's also E. He doesn't live in the same state as me, but he's definitely a most promising partner. I really believe I have a submissive streak in me 10 miles long and he's more than willing to be my Dom. He's into sharing me with other men, which I'm not sure about yet, but he loves the fact I love creampies, getting my nipples abused, and even wax play. He accepts the fact I won't do anal. E. is quite possibly perfect for me, except I don't know what he looks like, which could pose a problem. He said when he starts to trust me more that he'll send more photos, but I'm impatient and I want to see more of him now. :( Oh well...

I've just had a thought about S... If he doesn't start talking to me more then I may not be able to meet him. I'm tired of being the one who always initiates stuff with him. Be the man and initiate something. I understand your daughter is your life, but please talk to me about more than just her. If you're looking to attract someone that is not the way to do it. And just now, I IMed him and he hasn't answered me back. Ugh! If you want to fuck me then you need to talk to me. >:(

Giving Up, Starting Something new

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