All work and no play...

Life has been so busy lately. I've been working up a storm and trying to put myself out there. There's one issue, though. Every time I put myself out there, I get overwhelmed by the response. I've talked to some really nice men, but then there are others who are just creeps. I've decided I'm looking for more than just a one night stand. I'm looking for someone who I can actually have a conversation with. Who won't rip my clothes off the second we step through a door to a private room. I have to be stimulated intellectually as well as physically. Though, I think the latter is harder for me since I still have that scarlet 'V'.

For now, while I chat and try to get to know people, I'll masturbate. And I'll see where it goes from here.